The last major post I made was talking about my husband and I deciding to have a baby. Instead we are going to have a divorce.....I just need some support right now, and I am not sure where my life goes from here.
The last major post I made was talking about my husband and I deciding to have a baby. Instead we are going to have a divorce.....I just need some support right now, and I am not sure where my life goes from here.
I was married by a judge. I should have asked for a jury.
I'm sorry Craes. You're one of my favorite posters and I hate to see that you're in pain. I've been through the same thing and it's rough. If I can help you at all, send me a pm. I'm sure you feel horrible right now, but you'll probably look at it as a blessing in time.
"There he goes, one of Gods own prototypes. Some kind of high powered mutant never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die"
maybe.....I miss him so much. I throw up everyday, I haven't anything but a can of peaches since Thursday...
I was married by a judge. I should have asked for a jury.
Time to straighten up, Craes. I already don't like this. There is NO BODY in this world worth tormenting yourself over like that. Lots of fish in the sea, you don't need to worry about that one chicken.
"There he goes, one of Gods own prototypes. Some kind of high powered mutant never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die"
You've got a second on that.
I know it's easier for us on the outside to say that, but it's absolutely true.
You'll shoot your eye out.
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I know....I really do and I have tried to eat and have been going to work I have tried to do productive things....I just hurt so bad right now and there is nothing that can be done.
I was married by a judge. I should have asked for a jury.
You need to eat something. Your system is going to shut down on you.
You'll shoot your eye out.
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I know....I really do and I have tried to eat and have been going to work I have tried to do productive things....I just hurt so bad right now and there is nothing that can be done.
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I have been there. It is one of the worst feelings I have ever felt. I tried everything to shake it. One thing I did was buy a Kawasaki Ninja. Then I decided to quit my job therefore lost the Ninja. I stayed drunk everyday. I always kept a 5th of something in my vehicle and started on it first thing every morning. All that made things worse! I thought of doing alot of bad things to myself. Then finally I met my wife now and have three beautifull daughters. I tell you right now gal the only way for you is up. I cant tell you to forget about this guy because you wont be able to. I can tell you to ride the bumpy road on out because you will get over this. Always keep yourself with a friend and try not to be alone at this time. This will help. Also pull out the good book and call up on the Lord. He will send you comfort. Just dont do anything bad. You have way too many loved ones that care about you!
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